im moving on.. but still, im sure that im gonna miss u.. yet, memories are too fond to my heart! glad to know that you'll be alright! take care! i guess, i'll give love another chance.. i'll give myself another chance.. to love and to be loved.. i'll find your replcment..
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Is this what we call 'LOVE' ? why do we always expect something out of a relationship.. as im on my way to work, i saw couples cuddling in the train. Being in their own world filled with love and only the two of them exists; not embarrassed that eyes of the unknowns are looking at them. i envy those women who have the man that love her just as she is. Not caring what the world would be saying about his women. Wonders filled my brains ; "when will it be my turn?" , "when can i find the guy who wouldn't me shed tears?" . well i keep wondering, finding and seeking for it. Till then, to me : There's no such thing as True Love as it'll never last a life time. The weekends was filled with too much drama. All i can say is that, i suffered the worse heartbreak i've ever experience compare to the 1st , Farhan. The pain, i cant never explain in words. The tears shed because i've lost , a Guy i've loved and a Guy who has always been there no mat
meet my new niece, Siti Hajar Binte Shamsudin. cute rite? hahas. ytd marks the 1mth i known my dear fwd,nazmi. on the 13 july is my 5th mth loving a guy,nottyboy and on 19 july marks 9mth since i've join this traineeship and the fwdship i've gained w 2pmpuan gile aka miera and dilah + 2cuties aka adeline and fatiin. it's july and i've got another 5 mre mths to the end of tis traineeship. hopefully things will go well.
There's is a new addition to my family. A baby girl named siti hajar bte shamsudin. my 1st sister's 3rd child was born into our family on the 7th july 2008 at 2250hrs. *picture will be uploaded tml* i went to visit my sister at KK Hospital yesterday with miera+fahmi and fadilah. i invited my crush to visit my sister too that day. i guess i was missing him too much. instead, i was late and also disappointed. there's nothing i can do about the "untold story" well, yesterday i went back to school aft 3 weeks. i got my results. i got B,B,C and my GPA was 2.6 . it does seems a lil' upsetting but i still got another semester to buck up. even if i dont get to advance to higher nitec, i'll still take that private degree one way or another. life has been hurting of coz like always. but this is how it works. True Love is to love without expecting anything in return. The heartbreaks and tears are all part of the obstacles in a r'ship. it might just worth the whil
it's thursday,7.00pm im still at work, got alil'more to be done. my friends has left for the day, leaving me w a couple of the seniors. hiax. i'll be home soon (: my hart's hurting. i guess it would be best, IF i stop falling into guys like i always do up till today. fancies those guys that could sing to me at least a song, makes me smile just talking to them etc. simply too many, my hart is too fragile; i fall in love easily and i get hartbroken easily too. i would love to be hugged and kissed by that special MR. but i have a long way to go to think of such. guys? nuthing can be said abt them, coz im not perfect. No one is, i dun like to be judged or to judged another based on the appearance. does anyone ever understands what im feeling? this cuming saturday, hopefully.. thr would be a sentosa gal's day out ( Allen&Bryans' interns) w/o my prettygal aka adeline and my chica aka fatiin; it'll only b me, galgal aka miera and nottygal aka fadilah (: pla
i miss u so much. haix. why in the world did i fall in love with you? it pain me jst missing u so much lately. why isit so hard for me to jst let go? i wanna be happy and loved. i hate the heartbreaks and tears shed. i need someone to be there,always there. it has been 1 full week since i last updated. in this one week, everything as been a pain in the arse from work to family even my love life. it's true im single only im loving a guy who i can say,advise me to look for better guy for my love. im always screwing up at work and at home. im apologise,im sorry. this week, work is up till my neck. i gotta ruch things out eventhough my job is pretty much the same things, but it's tiring running here and there all the time. i've been out with friends out to movies, ice-cream hunt etc. but it's really not taking anything out of my systems. i wish there could be someone, jst a simple someone to giving their listening ears and lend me their shoulders to cry on. i have loads of