ELLI is HER name

Its 27 Sep' 2009 - the end of SG's F1 nightrace. Today's mark the 8th day of raya. Selamat Hari Raya (: The 1st day was filled with tears and heart-felt apologies. Tho' didn't manage to celebrate with beloved family - everything went prefectly fine (: 2nd day was different - finally met everyone of dearest family. then during the week , went to my aunty place at Taman Jurong to visit them and my niece + nephew (: went to dearest god-sis place at Woodlands . Lastly to his nigga friend, maleek's place at Bukit Panjang. lOl. Collection this year is pretty bad. Old already right? haix, so not helping. lOl. Toodles, everyone is missed.

im tired of faking it. im tired of crying. this wasn't the life i dreamt of - but im still gonna live it and hopefully i'll never say "DIE" for what holds in the future , with the help of Allah SWT - im confident that i'll pulled through no matter what.

♥Does miracle still happen these days? Isit possible to get the best of both worlds? Im caught in between and it seems so close yet so far~ This raya would be the first for me. && im sure to cry when the "Takbir" is sound.

hello (: yet another bored day as always. Ther's nothing great on the TV and the net. Raya is just days away, wonder how will it be this year? But one thing is for sure , Pink is the colour of the year. Lol~ Just recently on 090909 , Wednesday - Dearest went for the Day Surgery at SGH. Im glad its over now (: At about 2pm , the nurse allowed us to come in to see him. Dearest was so pale and his hands were cold. i've never had anyone in my family who went into surgery before ; which it pains me seeing him so fragile and weak. Now, he's up and about. Just can't laugh and walk too much. And i pretty much have to be his "nurse" for a week or so - making him eat his medicine on time etc. Oh the Suffering~ Lol (: He would be able to open the pact by this saturday or sunday. Toodles. Everyone is missed.

Its Tuesday (: 19 more days till Hari Raya Adilfitri. *isk~ puasa belum habis, dah fikir pasal Raya* its has been days since i last updated (: my guy's lil brother had an accident in school - fractured his right wrist. well he's in Spore Sport School (Soccer) - injuries are bound to happen, right? My dearest has to go for an operation this coming 9th Sept'09 - NS medical. and he has to do the blood test thingy tomorrow. im currently to a friend singing at youtube. Oh gosh~ she's good (: didn't realise it back during secondary days. well - i,myself missed singing alot but thats all in the past. i haven't been practising or anything like that so i've gone bad - really bad (: LOL. toodles. Everyone is missed (: