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In a sane state of mind , one can read another's mind & emotions . When things comes to such a situation , it's all up to oneself to thinking wisely and make the right decisions . It takes two to clap and so does in a relationship . After doing what i've done in the recent months , it will take another few months to atone to . Saying that im sorry and i won't do it again simply doesn't work anymore for i tend to repeat my mistakes time and over again making everyone around me feel frustrated and annoyed . Never would i imagined that matter would arising to such a circumstances but it's far to late to say sorry but only to make up to it by being reasonable or being a better person . As day passes by , no one can tell what will happen tomorrow and one should never look back at the past in wanting back all that one had then . I'll leave the best in God's hand may HE piece back everyone life back together.
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Reminisce on what had happened to me - be it the good , bad or even the worse . Sadly , i've lost myself to what it may have seem to be : LOVE . Im sorry to those whom was hurt along the way ; be it accidentally or intentionally . For the new year ahead of us , let bygones be bygones . I'll close this chapter and i'll work for a better storyline that i can be proud of . But what lies ahead , can never be told ; for that i'll leave it in God's hands . I've acquired that if we hold on to the kite too loosely , it might just slip out of our hands and if we hold on to the kite too tightly , the thread would break . Now its just a win-win situation whereby im just gonna watch from the sidelines and only step in - as and when help is needed.
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Time:12.57am Mood: Devastated Life don't always goes the way one wants , does it ? Is it not possible for gossip-mongers to mind their own business ? Yes , my life is a wreck - a mother at 18 but that doesn't always mean that it's over for me . I can still archive all my dreams and goals even though my responsibility is much heavier to those of my age . And boy , it's going to be pretty tough - raising a child and working plus upgrading myself . Even if my heart broke or i'll fall sick - im gonna prove myself to everyone that "No one human is perfect and that mistakes are always made" Im gonna stand tall on my decisions and choices - Now it's time for my say and listen hard . Im tired of being push around and pleasing everyone else beside myself .
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Im nursing a sick Nur Aaliyah Isabelle. Get well soon dear (:
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Here are the latest pictures of my dearest , Nur Aaliyah Isabelle . *Gorgeous , right ?* She's my miracle and my love (:
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After only 1month 2weeks, i concede the fact that it's tough being a mother even with the extra helping hands - whom i thanked for being there guiding me. All those sleepless nights attending to lil' isabelle have left me dark circles under my eyes. But regardless of any events that's to occur, i'll persevere and stay firm. lil' Isabelle have grown so much as the saying goes : babies grows like the snake changes skin. Im happy and proud to have her and at the same time, to have my beloved family + Him. In the first few weeks having her around, i kept questioning myself - " did i really gave birth to this lil' girl? " Now, im really sure that this is not a dream or a nightmare. New year is on it way. So much have happened - the good , the bad , the worse and of course , the miracle. The resolutions has already been made all due to the arrival of Nur Aaliyah Isabelle. As the saying goes : "Yestarday is a history , Tomorrow is a mystery, Today is the