ELLI is HER name

[ Cute right (; if only i could smile that way ] Another short entry for the day. im down with the Flu , Sore Throat but im pretty much okay la (: things looks like it might get better but i cant tell, right? Listening to songs thats like 1-2years old [ it can't be right by 2play ft. raghav and much more ] i am so needing to buy myself a gadget that can satisfied my music needs. An Ipod shuffle or maybe the latest sony erisson phone , W705 [ wants only the expensive ones, lol (; ] Really need to get out and meet my fellow sweethearts, can't stay been in this positions. Miss you chichas (;

Life has been a B*tch. As an eighteen years old , things are on the wrong side of life. Contacts of fellow sweethearts ( mia chicas ) are gone with the wind - too much of changing numbers. Clumsy lil' elly has always been up to the unknown. Reminiscing the time spent with fellow sweethearts back during secondary days could easily bring tears to my eyes. Raking the past doesn't solve anything instead add-on to the heartache. Time to let go of the past - can't continue wishing i was still that same innocent lil' girl. Things has changed for better or worse , still i got to live it to the fullest. Time to grow up and get over myself , im no longer a four years old child who still need to be spoon-fed. True , there's loads more things that im not aware of but doesn't mean i couldn't cope with it. Yes , im young and maybe slow ( Biol-ish ) but im not disable or incapable of doing the simplest of things.

It has been awhile since i last updated (: well, i dont have a computer at home neither do i have cash just to surf the net. everything in life is in such chaotic mode now. i cant explain in details on what has happened to my life or basically ME. for those who knows, im fine. Not to worry about anything. to: lilboyblue - aite (: i'll remember that. thanks for your kind concern.