First entry of 2011


Oh dear me. the last entry was in decemeber 2010.

I guess, im pretty much messed-up, Lol. Or maybe im just extremely busy for myself, families & friends.
These days i find myself seeking comfort in almost things i thought i couldn't. Please don't assume otherwise, life now is pretty much adequate. Though there are times that i may not be happy. This is just parts and parcels of life, right?

And i apologizes for not being in here often. Well, on the other hand ; you can always find me on my Tumblr, Twitter & Facebook (:

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