love.

Finding a job is a pain in the ass. Boyfriend is really getting on my nerves. Family has been around but being a pain too. Things are really getting out of hand. im at a lost to everything.

Lost my job earlier this month - regret awhole lot. now being so freaking pathetic having to go to CDC for help.

im lost. im in a huge mess. i don't how to help myself. i don't know what else to do. im freaking lost. OH GOD~ help me.





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