ELLI is HER name

Okay. i just came back from jurong. and its like 5.25pm , works starts at 6pm and im like WTF. having the a tummyache and the family which is saiful & co are missing in action. gotta rush to CSC soon. i so hate things been in such a mess. dad's having an operation this coming monday. shit, i haven't been praying too. i really need some kick in the butt. if only i know who to express this feelings in me. i wont be filled with all the doubts in the world.

Like the above mention title - im stress to the core! Dad's in the hospital and is going to have a major operation end of this week or next week. and saiful is in the hospital , due to the pressure on his childhood operation scar. Gosh, i can't at two place at one time. i have to be at jurong but at the same time, i gotta be by saiful's side. OMG! Work is okay, still looking for better paying jobs out there. The Bloody 'RP on Scotts ' didn't got back . so most probably i didn't get the job , nevermind la. The Courses that i went to the other day was so great. met so many great people who im so in contact with especially mr andy , a great friend . super tired and stress. don't know what to do, feeling so lost.

This one whole week has been very tiring . Because i got courses to attend down at jurong - infomatics and i had to work later in the night . and thank god that , monday and thursday off . otherwise , i'll turn to a zombie . whatever that i've learnt in the courses are so Wow ! i like the instructor , he teaches all the nessesary stuffs that i as a new comer in the working indrusty should know of . im so happy that i got a reply from a hotel that i sent my resume to . Wohoo ! i gotta pray hard to get the job . who don't want wok in Royal Plaza on Scotts ! now i got to sleep if possible , i gotta leave house at 7.45am and course will end at 6pm . after which i have to reach work place by 7pm . *i've drank almost 6cans of redbull within 1week . wicky or what (: *